Randomness is King.

Long time no see, thought you go Woodlands checkpoint...

2008-09-04T02:04:00.002+08:00

Its been a long time since i last posted sth. lol.
Been watching Macross Frontier and i must say its really a great anime.
Its one of the few i will religiously look for when i get home.

Life is boring at ICA(for those of you, Immigrations&Checkpoint Authority) being a car checker.
"hello sir, can i check your vehicle for Mas Selamat?"
oh well. my rota mate always says : "THIS IS NS!"
lol.

Stay tuned for a skin makeover! For now, a song from the best selling anime soundtrack ever!
(Its also the best selling CD, staying at the top of the album charts for the past few wks)

A Long Time Ago...

2008-07-19T23:30:00.002+08:00

A long time ago... I was a civilian
A long time ago... I had hair like the Beatles
A long time ago... I wanted to enlist in the Army
A long time ago... I thought I was in love
A long time ago... Some things just should have never been
A long time ago... I was waiting for you
A long time ago... I drew my line and watched myself drift further
A long time ago... I had a dream
A long time ago... Well... it was a long time ago.

2008-05-04T00:53:00.002+08:00

I was at my granny's place and my uncle, who happen to, Ahem, drive alot, showed me and my cousins some drifting videos he took in JB and at Changi Exhibition Center. Then he went to youtube. And I saw something damn amazing. take a look.

2008-05-02T00:26:00.001+08:00

No More Man on The Side.
Me, Myself and I.

work work.

2008-04-29T00:56:00.002+08:00

I hate working.
Really.
The office sucks.
The work sucks.
Sucks.
Sucks.
Sucks.
Sucks.
Sucks.
Sucks.

On another note. The anime Evangelion is very emotive. I'm addicted to anime.
Damn.

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I tried to call.
I am the man on the side, hoping you'll make up your mind.
I am the one who will swallow his pride.
Excuse me Mrs Busy, could you pencil me in?

The worst part is that I would free when you wanted me,
IF
you wanted me.

MJ again!

2008-04-06T23:18:00.003+08:00

Michael is back! haha this video was the one that made me wanna pick up dancing. i never actually pursued it till recently. If you didn't know, it was also the first time i saw tutting. It also featured eddie murphy and "Magic" Johnson. If you don't know who Magic Johnson is, SHAME ON YOU! And to think you like starbucks! He was also one of the best basketballers in the NBA during his time until he discovered he had AIDS. By sheer luck his wife and kids did not get it.

And here is why i picked up the guitar. Coincidentally, the guitar parts are played by a certain musician considered to be one of the greatest guitarists alive. Slash is a crazy fella with an insane sense for riffs and solos. POWER!

Updates and BIT night pics!

2008-04-03T22:47:00.011+08:00

Weee hello guys i'm back with the pics from the Night! hahah it was really alot of fun! sorry the pics are so late, i just couldn't be bothered to upload after i got them. REALLY need to get my own camera. kept borrowing Ad's cam. dang. hahaha. i really like the red sony cam i saw!

haha below are the pics with my face in them!

Sharifah!

Isabel, my semi mother.
Masquerade!
Sarah! One of my close gal pals.

Ad and me with Jane! OrYEEE YAW YEEE ORRRRRR! LOL.
The guys with Mr Jackson, on of my fav tutors.
The other fav tutor.

Performance!

My freshie turned Chairman.
The rest of the guys.

Dance off. Choo POWER! Pam!
I think eunice is cute but i have never had the guts to tell her. Hope she reads this. *hint hint*
Looking at this i realised i didn't take with cheryl!
The ladies at clarke quay after the event.
From left:Pam, Cheryl, Isabel, Ashley and Sarah.
Yr1 Class! But its missing a number of people.
Yep thats all the pics i think.

Wo its been a long post! lol. Been really tired the past couple of days. spending alot of time thinking about what i wanna do. Met rebecks at Fish&Co and we updated each other. Juicy news! lol.

I've been waiting and waiting, but no action. haiz. i am tired of making arrangements.

Shoutout to the gang: THANK YOU! you guys are power and really make things happen and keep my spirits up. I can always count on you guys! THIS FRIENDSHIP MUST NOT DIE!

Nite guys. oh. enjoy the new song.

UPDATE!

2008-03-24T23:33:00.004+08:00

At Long LAST! yes i'm back hahah no i didnt die(curse all of you who said that to me). just alot of things going on and laziness is setting in.

Dear God i need a JOB! hahah. i'm starting to get lethargic and i haven't started training for army i don't want to go in early! anyway i was talking to a friend about eating disorders and a certain famous person came to mind. No its NOT nicole richie. *drum roll please* its Karen Carpenter. Yes, the famous female drummer from the late 60s and early 70s.

Possibly one of the most prolific vocalists of our/ your parents time(our time coz i still listen to them), she is also part of a small group of very talented people who can drum AND sing at the same time! Its not everyday you see someone like that.

She died on the 4th of February, 1983 at the tender age of 32 due to complications in her recovery from anorexia. It set me thinking about life in general; its nuances and fragility. So often we lose what is precious to us and by refusing to pay attention to what is real. So many times we do not listen to what we should be listening to and pay attention to the murmurings around.

But enough sadness. I need to hit the beach! Sun, sand, sea and HOT BIKINI BABES! WOOOOO! hahahha. I really need the break and the tan. Gonna apply for a job at cafedelmar. Anyone wanna join me?

I came. I read. I left.

2008-03-11T01:31:00.002+08:00

I saw your blog.
I was... surprised.
I dunno if i still wanna see you ard. or maybe i misunderstood what was written.
am i reading too much into it?

goodnite.

Would Like to say i wrote this song for you... But i cant.

2008-03-10T00:54:00.003+08:00

Isn't very difficult to see why
you are the way you are.
Doesn't take a genius
to realise that sometimes life is hard.
It's gonna take time
but you'll just have to wait.
You're gonna be fine
but in the meantime.
I'm over here, lady
Let me wipe your tears away.
Come a little nearer, baby
'cause you'll heal over,
heal over,
heal over someday.
I don't wanna hear you tell yourself
that these feeling are in the past.
No, it doesn't mean they're off the shelf
because pain is built to last.
Everybody sails alone
oh, but we can travel side by side.
Even if you fail,
you know that no one really minds.
I'm over here, lady
Let me wipe your tears away.
Come a little nearer, baby
'cause you'll heal over,
heal over,
heal over someday.
Don't hold on,
but don't let go,
I know it's so hard.
you've got to try to
trust yourself.
I know it's so hard.
so hard, yeah.
I'm over here, lady
Let me wipe your tears away.
Come a little nearer, baby
'cause you'll heal over,
heal over,
heal over someday.
yeah you're gonna heal over.

Hope you took the time to read and listen. I'm sorry. Can you trust me again?

New... ok not so new MJ song.

2008-02-29T01:24:00.002+08:00

Right so here is Is It Scary. I think its one of his better songs apart from Will You Be There, which will be playing soon so check back! He's such an amazing musician. When asked " how did you come up with billie jean?" his ans was : "I just wanted to write a song with a strong bass note." so amazing! He's such a perfectionist, i guess thats why his songs can stand the test of time.

Michael Jackson!

2008-02-25T22:30:00.006+08:00

OMG. I totally love MJ! He's so amazing haha. ok i know i'm gonna get blasted for this post but wth. i really like him! he is the bomb with his moonwalk, the 45 degree lean and the pointy toe thingy! below is a video of one of my fav songs! enjoy! Taken from his movie, MoonWalker. WATCH. i didnt post it for fun. I made the effort to look for it so WATCH!

Sentosa!

2008-02-22T22:42:00.003+08:00

Hahah the sentosa pics are here! enjoy!

I'm scratching my ass... i think... at the start of the day!

Don't ask what pose... i'm cant remember what i was thinking.

The lovebirds.

Burying me... Jek has a BALL of time. LOL.

My transformation from a male...
Into a tranny...
The gang.
The lovebirds... AGAIN!
At 7-11 with the $2 ice-cream.
HAHA! wonder what isabel is thinking. Choo is a beng.
To the car!
Wow haha sentosa was damn fun! reflecting back on it, we spent ALOT of time chilling haha. Ad, cheryl, pam, isabel, choo, jek, this friendship must not die! no matter what we must stay together aight! ok back to peeling the skin off my forehead. Thanks cheryl for the pics!

this pic's for u celine!

wherever u took this, you're a genius!

Michael Jackson!

YOG

2008-02-21T19:30:00.001+08:00

Wooooo. Singapore is officially hosting the Youth Olympic Games! Such a huge event... I'm proud of you, Singapore!

Hi there.

2008-02-19T23:59:00.002+08:00

I went sentosa today! or rather yesterday considering the time i'm posting this hahah. it was totally awesome! the sun was OUT OUT OUT! i look like a cooked crab la. although cheryl said i looked tan. heh. will upload the pics once i get them from adriel! promise promise. ok tmr i intend to start working on my ERM. lots of work to cover, lots to practice. lau shinfen, lend me PS I Love You! random shoutout. i feel so bushed today. nite peeps.

V-Day.

2008-02-14T00:06:00.002+08:00

Today is V-day. People without a lover will call it "International Friendship Day". I say its bullshit.

Why do you have to keep doing this to me?
Just when i begin to pickup the pieces of my heart, you come a rushing back in like a tornado.

No.

I refuse to let you sweet talk me.

I WILL MOVE ON.
I WILL NOT LET YOU BACK IN.

I MUST harden my heart, even if it means i bleed.

So close, and still so far.

haiz.

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well i've finished my presentations! all of them. all thats left is that crummy lab test and 1 paper. then i'll be free. its been such a tiring/painful semester. Gonna grab some shuteye. nitey all.

KATE!

2008-02-11T01:49:00.001+08:00

ok HOTTIE ALERT! lol

Check out the official Kyle XY Soundtrack page!

I Miss You.

2008-02-10T22:53:00.000+08:00

I saw You.
Twice today.
1st was in service, holding the roses in your hand, a serious look on your face
2nd time at the bus stop.
Why can't i just move on?
Everytime i see you, I just wanna rip my heart out.

I saw your laugh, but couldn't hear it.
I saw your lips, but couldn't kiss them.
I saw your hands, but couldn't hold them.

Because i miss you, my love.
Am i obsessed?
Maybe.

I don't know anymore.

I chose the division.
To act like i didn't know you.
BUT

I miss you.

2008-02-03T00:44:00.000+08:00

Everything so blurry
And everyone so fake
And everybody empty
And everything is so messed up
Pre-occupied without you
I cannot live at all
My whole world surrounds you
I stumble then I crawl
You could be my someone
You could be my scene
You know that I'll protect you from all of the obscene
I wonder what you're doing imagine where you are
There's oceans in between us but thats not very far

Can you take it all away
Can you take it all away
When ya shoved it in my face
This pain you gave to me
Can you take it all away
Can you take it all away
When ya shoved it my face

Everyone is changing
Theres no one left thats real
So make up your own ending
Let me know just how you feel
Cause I am lost without you
I cannot live at all
My whole world surrounds you I stumble then I crawl
You could be my someone
You could be my scene
You know that I will save you from all of the unclean
I wonder what you're doing I wonder where you are
Theres oceans in between us but thats not very far

Can you take it all away
Can you take it all away
When ya shoved it in my face
This pain you gave to me
Can you take it all away
Can you take it all away
When ya shoved it my face

Nobody told me what you thought
Nobody told me what to say
Everyone showed you where to turn
Told you where to runaway
Nobody told you where to hide
Nobody told you what to say
Everyone showed you where to turn
Showed you where to runaway

Can you take it all away
Can you take it all away
When ya shoved it in my face
This pain you gave to me
Can you take it all away
Can you take it all away
When ya shoved it my face

This pain you gave to me
You take it allYou take it all away...
This pain you gave to me
You take it all away
This pain you gave to me
Take it all away
This pain you gave to me

NAFA.

2008-02-01T01:18:00.000+08:00

DAMN. i failed my NAFA. AGAIN. took twice, both times died at the 2.4km run. who the hell runs 2.4km in under 12 mins??!! i dun think your running will help. all i need is a really, REALLY BIG bomb. and i'll bomb ur ass off. hahahaha. DIE! haiz... i need to pick up the pace or i'm gonna go the 2 mths. so stupid. PLS LORD AT LEAST SILVER! haiz... borrowed another dvd frm sch today. my frens keep telling me i have no life. haiz. no money=no life. anyways coach carter was cool. oh well. was terribly stressed today. wrote 3 articles, each with 4 sources to back up my theories. i didnt know everybody still differed on their opinions of the term "ecotourism". pain in the ASS when you're doing research i tell u. well i'm finished so i'm quite relaxed. will post sth i've been writing. check in soon
OUT.

Finally.

2008-01-28T23:39:00.000+08:00

Ok i have finally settled on a skin that i think i really like. whew finally after all the stupid shit i can finally get some much needed rest. I haven't been sleeping well lately though, been rather distracted of late. So many things to do! well most of the shit is finally over and reckon i'm not gonna fail. lol. sounds so positive. watched a show called helen the baby fox today. wanted to destress ended up crying. such a sad movie. its a very moving story about a 7 yr old kid called taichi who by chance finds a baby fox along the side of the road. its blind, deaf and mute but because of the love and care given to her by taichi she slowly begins to get better and be more active. the bond between the two was so touching. what really moved me was tt against all odds, helen began to grow because of taichi's incurable persistence to make sure she lived out her last days happily. taichi did so much for her that all i could think of as i watched was, hey this kid really loves his baby fox. i wonder how many of us would be able to sacrifice the same kind of love. i mean we cant even do it for our own kind.

Another New SKIN!

2008-01-28T01:08:00.000+08:00

HAHAH i absolutely love the disney classics! sth new for now, will change to a disney princesses one soon wen i have more time. in the meantime, enjoy the new song ;)

MP

2008-01-27T00:30:00.000+08:00

OMG MP ah. DAMN pain in the ass ah. bloody alot of shit to do and yet i'm here blogging. wth. dunno wad to type alr so ya bye bye. may change the skin soon many pple complaining its too skinny.

Dance!

2008-01-24T23:17:00.000+08:00

These kids nvr fail to amaze me.

Ok so here's the thing. Adeline changed it to a green monster which i kinda disliked yup. NEW SKIN! mwahahhaah my blog is officially up so tag and leave ur bloggy add behind so i can link you! Today was quite fun, went to meet my old bosses! They are still quite cool so not too bad. everything went pretty well today. I discovered my colleague was PREGNANT! lol. GIRLS. leave them alone with a guy and they get pregnant. LOL. Anw turns out she found out not long after we(read:me and Zhi Chao) left the company. Reckon about late june since she's due next month. But seriously. The ABSOLUTE last person i expected to have a baby without getting married. Eh. NO flaming. Slap u. Ya anyway Zhi Chao was full of crap today as usual. Wanted to pick up this VJ girl so some of us were betting how much his hospital bill would come up to, seeing her BF was there and all. Bugger has a girlfriend ah. Basket. At least he knows how to stay faithful even if he looks. lol. So much BLOODY work to do! tmr is gonna be damn jammed pack. Oh and i got a shock when adeline told me she got 12 points for her O's ah. WEEEE. Dance TMR!

New Bloggy.

2008-01-23T10:28:00.000+08:00

So thanks to the lovely adeline who had alot of free time on her hands last nite i have a totally new skin! wootz. despite the fact i dun really like it i'll keep it coz its her hard work. see mushroom. i'm so nice to you. lol. and yes i noe the song does not suit the look of the blog but what the hell. ya so there. 4th post!

Stupid People.

2008-01-22T22:13:00.000+08:00

You must be damn stupid. Obviously i walked past you without acknowledging you for a reason. Instead of asking what's wrong, you ask me if that's what I want. WOW. You must be damn damn DAMN DAMN stupid. Ya. Its exactly what i want. bloody spoil my day.

On a lighter note, i watched monster's Inc today! yayness. I had forgotten how cute the little girl was even though it was a cartoon. Sweet stuff. Ben&Jerry's Chunky Monkey! lol. randomness.

SO CUTE rite. hahaha. really cheered me up.

skin

2008-01-22T09:30:00.000+08:00

Woo my skin is up hahaha.

Justings.

2008-01-22T00:35:00.000+08:00

OH wow i finally went and got a blog. boredom can do strange things to people. post more later. sumbody help with the skin pls!