At Long LAST! yes i'm back hahah no i didnt die(curse all of you who said that to me). just alot of things going on and laziness is setting in.

Dear God i need a JOB! hahah. i'm starting to get lethargic and i haven't started training for army i don't want to go in early! anyway i was talking to a friend about eating disorders and a certain famous person came to mind. No its NOT nicole richie. *drum roll please* its Karen Carpenter. Yes, the famous female drummer from the late 60s and early 70s.

Possibly one of the most prolific vocalists of our/ your parents time(our time coz i still listen to them), she is also part of a small group of very talented people who can drum AND sing at the same time! Its not everyday you see someone like that.



She died on the 4th of February, 1983 at the tender age of 32 due to complications in her recovery from anorexia. It set me thinking about life in general; its nuances and fragility. So often we lose what is precious to us and by refusing to pay attention to what is real. So many times we do not listen to what we should be listening to and pay attention to the murmurings around.

But enough sadness. I need to hit the beach! Sun, sand, sea and HOT BIKINI BABES! WOOOOO! hahahha. I really need the break and the tan. Gonna apply for a job at cafedelmar. Anyone wanna join me?
I saw your blog.
I was... surprised.
I dunno if i still wanna see you ard. or maybe i misunderstood what was written.
am i reading too much into it?


Isn't very difficult to see why
you are the way you are.
Doesn't take a genius
to realise that sometimes life is hard.
It's gonna take time
but you'll just have to wait.
You're gonna be fine
but in the meantime.
I'm over here, lady
Let me wipe your tears away.
Come a little nearer, baby
'cause you'll heal over,
heal over,
heal over someday.
I don't wanna hear you tell yourself
that these feeling are in the past.
No, it doesn't mean they're off the shelf
because pain is built to last.
Everybody sails alone
oh, but we can travel side by side.
Even if you fail,
you know that no one really minds.
I'm over here, lady
Let me wipe your tears away.
Come a little nearer, baby
'cause you'll heal over,
heal over,
heal over someday.
Don't hold on,
but don't let go,
I know it's so hard.
you've got to try to
trust yourself.
I know it's so hard.
so hard, yeah.
I'm over here, lady
Let me wipe your tears away.
Come a little nearer, baby
'cause you'll heal over,
heal over,
heal over someday.
yeah you're gonna heal over.

Hope you took the time to read and listen. I'm sorry. Can you trust me again?

At Long LAST! yes i'm back hahah no i didnt die(curse all of you who said that to me). just alot of things going on and laziness is setting in.

Dear God i need a JOB! hahah. i'm starting to get lethargic and i haven't started training for army i don't want to go in early! anyway i was talking to a friend about eating disorders and a certain famous person came to mind. No its NOT nicole richie. *drum roll please* its Karen Carpenter. Yes, the famous female drummer from the late 60s and early 70s.

Possibly one of the most prolific vocalists of our/ your parents time(our time coz i still listen to them), she is also part of a small group of very talented people who can drum AND sing at the same time! Its not everyday you see someone like that.



She died on the 4th of February, 1983 at the tender age of 32 due to complications in her recovery from anorexia. It set me thinking about life in general; its nuances and fragility. So often we lose what is precious to us and by refusing to pay attention to what is real. So many times we do not listen to what we should be listening to and pay attention to the murmurings around.

But enough sadness. I need to hit the beach! Sun, sand, sea and HOT BIKINI BABES! WOOOOO! hahahha. I really need the break and the tan. Gonna apply for a job at cafedelmar. Anyone wanna join me?